Angry day and Tetsuya Nomura

Today my day was going good...i had a nice dress on and my awesome jacket i made...well less made more stuck an Uchiha symbol on the back haha...well it was a good day and i dont know it all started going down hill and i dont know why...i get home and i fancy something really tasty to eat...well all i found was coco pops...hmm well i go to put milk on and of course there is none and i get so angry that i had to throw the bowl across the room...and you know when you have no way of getting your anger out so you just have to slam doors...well i did all that...arhh im just soo annoyed

On top of that....I am doing a illustrated report and i have to research two artist that link to my project...one of mine is Tetsuya Nomura and i can not find the information that i need on him...and its not like i can just go up to him and be like 'so, what software do you use?' i really love his designs obviously over-wise why would i research him but im just getting annoyed of seeing the same info over and over again and my art teacher is like...well she is not really clued up on the game and anime type scene =|

Well another thing that is really pressing my grapes lol well on the topic of this joint party with my friend for our 18th i just feel totally excluded form the preparation and organisation...my friends mum has just taken over it seems...she wont give me the number of the Dj and i want to ring him so i can ask to get some of my type songs on the play list...like anime ones...ha well its just really annoying me...i know its stupid...Sorry Lucy =(

Its like iv hit a brick wall and i just cant get over it...and now iv just stopped trying....instead of going forward its like iv froze and given up...i know..it might be a bad day but i dont know...i think everything's just built up...i need to chill but dont have time...and im sad..im sad that in about 2 months everyone's going away to uni and everything's changing and i hate it...i hate that...ohh i don't know...i will shut up now